Like a once in a lifetime, you change my world

45 THINGS A GIRL WANT, BUT WON’T ASK FOR

2012-02-17T23:41:00.002+08:00

45 THINGS A GIRL WANT, BUT WON’T ASK FOR:

1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
4. Give her your jacket.
5. Kiss her slowly.

Are you remembering this?
6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her somewhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends together.

KEEP READING ..
11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say “I love her more than you”, deny it. Fight back and hug her tight so she can’t get to her friends. It makes her feel loved.

Are you thinking of someone?
16. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her she’s beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.

One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.
21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car - it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22. Tell her she’s your everything - only if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her - if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN’T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT - so just hug her.

24. Make her feel loved.
25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know!

WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US ..
26. Don’t lie to her.
27. DON’T cheat on her.
28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants.
29. Text message or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at school, and how much you miss her.
30. Be there for her whenever she needs you, and even when she doesn’t need you, just be there so she’ll know that she can always count on you.

ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER, BECAUSE IT’S IMPORTANT.
31. Hold her close when she’s cold so she can hold you too.
32. When you are alone hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the cheek; (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).
34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her lightly.

35. Don’t ever tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you’re mad. If she’s upset, comfort her.

REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE WITH HER NEXT ..
36. When people diss her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the stars and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you.
39. When walking next to each other grab her hand.
40. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.

MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED.
41. Call or text her at night to wish her sweet dreams.
42. Comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for long walks at night.
44. Always remind her how much you love her.
45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much you love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while you’re sitting on her.

You’ll never know when she needs just a little more love .. ♥

(adapted from facebook,,, hope you read it..^^)

大火-李佳薇

2012-02-15T22:33:00.001+08:00

爱这首歌
不单单因为对我来说有点难唱
让我唱到很爽，
这首歌让我触感伤情...
这首歌让我想起............我。。。

大火-李佳薇

有座巨大的停了的时钟
倾倒在赶路的途中挡我向前走
有只黑色的老鹰在俯冲
叼走了你送的承诺回头冷冷看我

有阵将眼泪扫落的狂风
掀起了隐藏的疼痛把我变赤裸
我为蔓延的回忆除草了
心中却长出盛开的寂寞原来是梦

有些伤痕像场大火把心烧焦难以复活
不碰了好像忘了恐惧却在脑海住着
重复卡在一个重要的时刻不自觉就会退缩
连幸福也克制着觉得什麽都会变的
防备着平静到最後连爱也透着冷漠
防备着平静到最後独自寂寞

有人说我的微笑是暖的
心里却很难被感动狠狠解剖我
从不是有意想害谁难过
甚至会沮丧一直没突破沉重的壳

有些伤痕像场大火把心烧焦难以复活
可是我想要忘了恐惧如何把我上锁
期待阳光炽热爱来的时刻能用力去拥抱着
多幸福就多快乐不让未知成为负荷
投入的留下了每一刻不怕的人最富有
人太脆弱会不停错过
太多宝贵的都需要跋涉才可以获得
太多璀璨的越隔着夜色越光芒四射

Reflection by Christina Aguilera~

2012-02-15T22:09:00.001+08:00

"Reflection" is directly reflecting what is in my mind now......
Look at me you may think you seeWho I really am but you'll never know meEvery day it's as if I play a partNow I see if I wear a maskI can fool the world but I cannot fool my heart
Who is that girl I see staring straight back at me?When will my reflection show who I am inside?
I am now in a world where IHave to hide my heart and what I believe inBut somehow I will show the worldWhat's inside my heart and be loved for who I am
Who is that girl I see staring straight back at me?Why is my reflection someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm someone else for all time?When will my reflection show who I am inside?
There's a heart that must be free to flyThat burns with a need to know the reason why
Why must we all conceal what we think and how we feel?Must there be a secret me I'm forced to hide?I won't pretend that I'm someone else for all timeWhen will my reflection show who I am inside?

I will always love you~

2012-02-15T22:06:00.003+08:00

It's I will always love you by Whitney Houston
I don't know her..until I heard this song..
Unexpected, this song buried deeply in my heart..

I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU-

If I should stay,
I would only be in your way.
So I'll go, but I know
I'll think of you every step of the way.

And I will always love you.
I will always love you.
You, my darling you. Hmm.
Bittersweet memories
that is all I'm taking with me.
So, goodbye. Please, don't cry.
We both know I'm not what you, you need.

And I will always love you.
I will always love you.

I hope life treats you kind
And I hope you have all you've dreamed of.
And I wish to you, joy and happiness.
But above all this, I wish you love.

And I will always love you.
I will always love you.

Believe me when I say

2012-02-15T22:01:00.000+08:00

Moments without you make me feel so tiring

Things around me seemed to happen too fast

The second I can settle down is when you have the chance to talk to me

Cause with you, I can withstand anything thats gonna happen to me

I feel like the earth went slow..

At least, I could slow down my pace

Your voice seems to become sweeter and softer each time

I'm obviously melted by your voice everytime

You know what?

Believe when I say..

"I hate my life.."

At least what I'm having and facing now

I hate what turned us to..

I hate what I've turned you to..

I hate what I've turned myself to..

I'm sick of people grounding me..

I'm sick of people forbidding me this and that..

I'm sick of people stalking my life..

And I'm sick of leading you to your freedom

Either things that can be imagineD

or Things that cant be imagineD

are happening on me..

I said, you have every right to leave me alone

I said, I have no right to make you stay

Maybe you'll let go and leave me someday

And when that day comes,

nothing left between us..

Simply nothing..

Gone forever..

I'm going to let you go as well

And hope you find your own happiness..

Which honestly what I will not do..

Believe me when I say "Its my pretences.."

Look what we've left behind?

A miserable life for you and me..

Why is this happening?

I am looking an answer every night with my teary eyes..

When you say you're alright

I'm sorry but I know deeply you're seriously not..

Because I'm totally not..

Because I'm not secured when you're not here..

Because our relationship is not secured..

And this is the first thing I'll remind myself in the morning

I'm exhausted..with my life..

Maybe someday I choose to close my eyes forever

(most probably not)

I know there's nothing I can do for you

there's nothing I can do for our relationship

And everyday this is the only reason why I hate myself so much..

Got no reason to cry..but I am crying..

一月...开始得不完美

2012-02-15T21:31:00.000+08:00

有时候我在睡觉
你就当作我是等你等到睡着吧
模模糊糊中，我听到很多脚步声
心想：哪一个脚步声会是你的呢？
只要停在我周围的，我都会很兴奋地把头抬起来
十次叻...只有一次猜中！

但是
今年
再多的脚步声
都不会有一个是属于你的

这个学校开始了我们的一切
一切的回忆
一切的快乐
一切的悲伤
还有...我们的爱
我们快乐在一起的时候
我们吵架的时候

但同时
这个学校似乎也带走了我们的一切
我们在不知不觉中...越爱越深
"I cant believe we have made this far..."
我们的爱在不知不觉中越爱越远

静静坐着的时候
寂寞得可怕
虽然去年也静静地坐着等你
但是你知不知道
等着你...也是一种幸福...

静静坐着的时候
孤独得可怕
因为会想起你、
想起你离我好远
想起你离我好久
久到我看不到你回来的那一天
因为那一天好像很远

我的2012年开始得不完美
因为没有你，而不完美.........

Tear us apart~

2011-12-29T23:23:00.005+08:00

I would really like to share this song..

It made me just stop whateva I was doin and went right to search this song..

I'll think of him (my man) every single time I listen to this song..the lyrics..

It juz suits us so easily..

"I never felt love like this".."No nothing's gonna tear us apart"..

To my man, pls do noted tat some words down there..are really meant to you..

I love you!

Tear Us Apart Lyrics– Nadhira ft Ron E Jones

Verse 1

From the first time we met each other

I knew that we’d be together I saw in your eyes
It’s just a matter of time

Verse 2
Don’t know if this feels like the real thing
Tell me what to do where do I begin
Don’t know where to start
Should I let you in my heart?

Pre Chorus
And all it took was on touch, one kiss
I’ve never felt love like this
I pray, I wish we can have this forever

Chorus
I told you from the very start
It’s always gonna be about us
Just don’t go and break my heart
Just don’t go and break my heart
I knew that we would make it this far
No nothing’s gonna tear us apart
Just don’t go and break my heart
Baby don’t go and break my heart

Verse 3
Girl you know now that we’re together
I won’t leave your side forever
You know that I’m yours
Baby you’re my only girl in the world

Verse 4
Now I have no reason to be alone
Fell in love with you, you are now my home
I’ll always be true
I see no one else but you

The story of JoenJason^^

2011-12-28T23:36:00.004+08:00

我讲真的，花了整整三个月才完成...

我讲真的，我真的在你去当兵之前 upload 上 blog

我讲真的，video 里讲过的都是我心里想对你说的

如果我们相爱，我的心，我的人，“我”永远只属于你一个

其实我真的累了

我不想再一次在感情里受伤

我也不会让你在感情里受伤

除非你不要我，要不然我不会离开你

我曾经伤过你.......................:(

我知道我一定会有报应
所以我真的以为你不会再这么疼我

所以我很怕你会离开我

希望不会是这三个月

又或者是这一年

这样就代表我们的感情经不起远一点点的距离恋爱

我会觉得自己很没用

不过，过了这一年后如果你没有离开我

我们还很相爱

那你也别想跑了

你知道要重新接受一个新的名字在我的心里住

有多难吗？

很闲的叻

我更不想要接受别人的“口水”

除了你，我会觉得很恶心

因为是你交我怎样吻的！^^

那三个月~

2011-12-26T23:34:00.004+08:00

明年的1月1日，很不一样
我甚至不想要去庆祝
不想要迎接它的到来

1月1日，你就要暂时地离开我了
倒数后，要换我倒数着你回来我身边的日子
三个月，其实很短
如果你在我的身边，这三个月其实很短
在下一站，幸福里，慕橙和光唏分开了六年
对彼此的爱一样那么深
对你的爱，我感觉很不踏实
我很害怕下一秒会失去你
我们在一起，你对我的好
有时候，让我感觉好像在做梦
沈佳宜说：“被你爱过，很难再想像会有人这么爱我”
我被你疼过，很难再相信会有人这么疼我
我说过，我知道我们会结束
可是，在结束之前
我希望，不管是三个月，三年，还是三十年
你一样还会牵着我的手一直走下去
不切实际地想，我希望你永远不会放开我的手

1月1日前，我每天都逼着自己去想像你已经不在我身边
撑到了晚上，我发现我真的很想很想你
在这三个月里，我应该每天晚上都会过得很苦吧？
你呢？你会怎样啊？
有时候，我还希望自己没那么爱你

三个月后，你还会不会爱我？
这个问题每天都重覆地在我心里问着
我们又会不会在这三个月后分手？
我们撑不撑得过这三个月？

你毕业后，

我们又撑不撑得过这一年？

茹昭勋，我们到底还会相爱多久？
我们到底什么时候结束？
我一直说我们会结束，
其实我真的没有很想要结束
我根本不想和你有结束

On my belated-birthday~

2011-12-13T03:00:00.000+08:00

The guys here were almost all in pink..

Because I asked to..!

Girls were in black..

Mom said very 不吉利..==

Guys were in charge of the bbq part..

While girls were in charge of the eating-part..yummy!!

It feels like my house was lack of chairs..=="

Our delicious chicken..fishballs..

Stomach growling already..^^

Girls' poses are sexy..

Guys' poses are.....................speechless..:)

they call it "yeng"..:P

My house was seriously out of CHAIRS!!!

Hey pretties..^^

So charming indeed..LOL

Busy chatting..

Too bad was, no one eating..:(

Caused too many leftover "chickens" in my house..==

I like your "chicken"!!!

Guess what?? He was making for me..:)

How touching..:'(

I meant the white one..^^

I know..

Again............speechless..==

Why he had to sit like that?

I think he's picking one for my grandma..??

The scene..a little..you know..

CR_EPY

One pretty here..^^

From Run Lin

Thanks for the card, it's your hardwork..

Which I cant bought it anywhere else..

From Xing Ying

You know I'm a dolphin-lover..^^

Thanks for all the "dolphins" on my birthdays..^^

From Ezen and Eexen

This piece of shit.......

is so.......terrific.........

I guess............thanks

But it's good to lose my temper sometimes...

From Sam, Bernice and Nicole(the tiny one)

Thanks for the bird...

The fact that matters is the names behind it..

I love you guys..Really really much^^

From Leong, Frederick and Neil( the large one)

I know I had not change much in the past 10 years..

So thanks for the bird and the wishing-me-快高长大 part..

From Ling Rong

This rabbit is cute..

Glad you took it home..

Thanks!

From Kevin

The oddest present I had ever got the past 15 years..

Still, thank you so much..

From Lie Fin

I'm still wearing the watch and I love it.. Thanks Lie Fin!

From Hui Xuan

The frog is cute..The choc is nice.. Love it! Thanks!

From Ying Ying and Thong Ling

I like the box really really much.. It's so pretty..^^

Thank you and love!

And the key chain is funny..:)

This video and my acknowledgement to all of you is posted after a very loong loong time bcuz I reli didn have time to dig my head in it.

On my belated birthday, here's my bunch of frenz who I guess never saw me cry in their entire life and made this up to trick me.

The directors of this video, I made a video for my bf and I knew wat makes my head reli turns around. Thanks for ignoring the suckness of making a video and suffer for 12hours video-making.. Its was amazing cause I cant do it. And maybe, one day when I got married with my Mr.right (jason) up there, you guys could make our wedding-video as well..^^

The three princesses, I noe my temper and the best part is, I myself cant help it. Thanks for all the forgiveness and tolerance on me. Particularly the gul with specs, I'm a person who likes to pick things out and fight, I'm sorry and thank you! P/s: I didn wan perfect in EVERYTHING..

The "eh eh" one, thanks for walking me through a decade. Its hard to have someone like you which I have no idea how to get rid of..^^ (kidding). I reli appreciate a fren lik you!

The guys part, I'm trying to grow tall ok??? And it has no relevant with my hormones.. Stop picking things out of me.. Its a good thing tat I dun change bcuz you guys could recognize me after another decade.. AND, I dun sing while shitting.

Thanks to all of YOU!

我的家人。。。

2011-11-25T17:29:00.001+08:00

你用了大半辈子陪伴了我们。。。
现在我们什么也做不了。。。
眼看着你要离开了。。。
可是你不会孤单。。。
因为你会永远活在我们一家人心中。。。

你是我们的家人。。。

永远都不会变。。。

不是想让你离开。。。

只是让你有一种解脱。。。

我们的点点滴滴。。。

记得也要带着走。。。

我们永远爱你。。。

永远怀念你。。。

到了某一天。。。

在心中的某个角落。。。

依然有你。。。

依然有属于你的回忆。。。

谢谢你。。。

因为在我不开心的时候。。。

你会安静地躺在我的身边。。。

你似乎知道了。。。

知道了我不开心。。。

我知道你累了。。。

要回到爸爸妈妈的怀里。。。

再也不能陪在我的身边。。。

从来没有想过。。。

想过你会离开我的身边。。。

从来没有想过。。。

你早上不会在门外等着我们。。。

从来没有想过。。。

回到家里不会看到你。。。

从来没有想过。。。

我要放手让你走。。。

我的自恋照又出场咯！^^

2011-08-14T20:49:00.001+08:00

You're the inspiration-dedicated to Jason Chau Xin...

2011-08-14T14:58:00.001+08:00

You know
our love was meant to be
the kind of love that lasts forever.
And I want you here with me from tonight
until the end of time.
You should know
everywhere I go
Always on my mind
in my heart
in my soul
baby.
You're the meaning in my life
you're the inspiration.
You bring feeling to my life
you're the inspiration.
Wanna have you near me
I wanna have you hear me sayin':
No one needs you more than I need you.
And I know
yes
I know that it's plain to see:
So in love when we're together.
Now I know that I need you here with me
From tonight until the end of time.
You should know
everywhere I go
Always on my mind
you're in my heart
in my soul.
You're the meaning in my life. you're the inspiration. . . .
Wanna have you near me
I wanna have you hear me sayin':
No one needs you more than I need you.
You're the meaning in my life
you're the inspiration.
You bring feeling to my life
you're the inspiration.
When you love somebody 'til the end of time
When you love somebody
always on my mind

2011-08-13T23:41:00.000+08:00

Cute ma?

The fact it, I wasn't the camera man..XD

My favourite flavour everytime I drop by BASKIN ROBBINs..^^

Cream and cookies..^^

Please rmb this..:P

I just simply think that she is totally a cutie!!! <3

Muacksssssssssssss..^^ Look so innocent..==

This shoe..I bought in Singapore..

A very precious slipper..:)

HAHA!

A very "yam" smile...zzz

I ask her to smile and made a kikapoo-face..:P

Uhh! My favourite..

Hehe..^^

My sis din get to taste it..:)

不能让你看见咯！特地写到酱，让你想来看...:P

2011-08-12T22:10:00.001+08:00

烟花只有一瞬间的美，之后天空就恢复原本的黑暗~

2011-08-11T22:26:00.000+08:00

记得我们以前

虽然有点穷

虽然有点不能要什么有什么

但是我们活得很开心

每逢过节

你都买好多好多

好多烟花来放

你放的烟花都很美

但是现在想要你再放

都没有机会了

现在的烟花

再美也找不回

你放的时候的感觉

哎呀！今天又不小心想念你了...:P

I'm Okay~

2011-07-17T19:03:00.001+08:00

天终于亮了吧　背对背的沙发
时针分针和秒针都不说话
我们选择沉默　泪在胃里酸化
还有伤悲但不挣扎

哦　昨夜雨很大　我们没吵架
哦　沉默如刀狠狠划下
就算了吧　就算我先说　不爱啦
就算了吧　你要我先说　放弃吧
泪挺我　不掉落
退到自己最陌生的角落
剩下一丝逞强在假洒脱
现在我　有什么　不Okay

天早就亮了吧　寂寞的双人桌
时针分针秒针还是不说话
自己选择沉默　就当我是哑巴
怕一开口伤太赤裸

哦　昨夜雨没下　我们没吵架
哦　只是伤口还没结痂
就算了吧　就算我先说　不爱啦
就算了吧　你要我先说　放弃吧
泪挺我　不掉落
退到自己最陌生的角落
剩下一丝逞强在假洒脱
现在我　有什么　不Okay

我和你　的爱情　连续剧　的结局
那甜蜜　总属于　男主角的你
我终于　也认清　原来你　早写好续集
还是你　的爱情　我已经　没参与
那甜蜜　总属于　男主角的你
她靠近　我离去　随便你　随便你

就算了吧　就算我先说　不爱啦
就算了吧　你要我先说　放弃吧
泪掉落　不难过
退到你拥抱围成的角落
你走后是一片天空海阔
现在我　没什么
I’m Okay
I’m Okay

老公选的新包包! ~

2011-07-17T17:58:00.001+08:00

老公选给本小姐的新包包！

我不会跟你讲是我老公选的...

美不美，好不好看...

都找他算！^^

Lunch with mY lao goong.^.~^

2011-07-17T17:48:00.000+08:00

Me and babe..

Hit Kenny Rodger..^^

Muackss..

Sweet leh???^^

One more shot..XD

My turn.. pok..

Nah.. Our lunch..

Both of us share one plate..^^

lam lam..XD

Dun look at me..

That chicken on the plate is the point..^^

Babe.. Look at me lar..

Then katcha! :)

Me and babe and our lunch..^^

JoannevsAudrey & PennyLim^^

2011-07-17T17:15:00.001+08:00

Me and Penny..^^

Capturing in the ladies..^^

I'm gonna miss her very much..

Once she goes back to Australia..

I swear..T.T

特别的生日~^^

2011-07-09T23:07:00.000+08:00

今天我陪你过了一个超特别的生日...

今晚，你和我的心都超甜的...

原来的原来，这一天也可以过得很幸福...

生日快乐！^^

这个地方说不上浪漫

可是却让我觉得很甜很甜

也不知道为什么酱甜

第一次陪你过这么不一样的生日

希望今后的每一年都是这样幸福^^

贝比~

2011-07-08T23:03:00.000+08:00

扮 emo 我炸到！

看！看她！她忍着不笑的！

这个鬼灵精最爱拍照！

西瓜来的喔！很苦咩？

我来介绍，这个表情叫 “kikapoo"！

她一出生就不怕狗！

我的贝比超超超级可爱！

Buddy..^^

I like these..^^

2011-07-08T22:28:00.002+08:00

Pls tell me I am pretty..haha XD

Testing..testing..kacha!

Finish testing.. shot! Nice! ^^

Proud of myself..:P

我的宝贝穿衣服咯！

2011-07-08T21:38:00.000+08:00

我的宝贝穿衣服咯！

宝贝看镜头啦！

穿起衣来也蛮可爱的嘛！:P

突然变态起来，逼它穿衣！

因为怕跌倒所以不敢动了！^^

其实，这件衣我妹妹的！

别怀疑，上面写着“潮爆”！

因为逼它穿衣所以发狂了！^^

祝你生日快乐!

2011-07-08T21:13:00.000+08:00

明天不知道会怎样...
好想陪你过生日...
明天好想留在你身边...
买了angry bird 的全家送你...
祝你生日快乐！^^

过客

2011-07-07T23:01:00.002+08:00

你在我生命中算是一位过客吗？
你陪着我长大...现在却放手了...
难道不残忍吗？

二十年后~

2011-07-07T22:48:00.002+08:00

二十年后，我们还会在一起吗？
二十年后，我们还是一样相爱吗？
二十年后，我们还是这样地甜蜜吗？
二十年后，你会像现在一样爱着我吗？
二十年后，你会不会相现在一样疼爱我？
二十年后，我们还能够一起去马尔代夫吗？
二十年后，我们的心里还是不是想念着对方？
二十年后，我们还可以喜欢喜欢就亲来抱去吗？

二十年后，我们是不是“执子之手,与子皆老”？^^

亲近你~

2011-07-01T23:06:00.001+08:00

今天我去了那里...
是你很爱去的地方...
我好久好久没来了...
以为不会在来...
可是这一次却不是你带着我...

感觉到你的存在...
感觉你就在我身边...
感觉每个角落都被你踏过...
感觉每个地方都有你的脚印...

这种感觉很熟悉...
当他拿起你的拍的时候...
当他喜欢喜欢就smack球的时候...
当他赢了或打不到球或没有过网的时候...

我有感觉他好像你...
他带我回到了以前你在的时候...
我在你身后的长凳呆呆的坐着...
看你有多厉害...
然后心里想着：你超棒！
然后感觉很骄傲...

他让我感觉到你的存在...
他让我觉得你就是他的影子...
当然，在我心里
你是永远第一！
他是永远第二！

我答应你，只要一得空我就去...
因为这是让我亲近你的唯一方法！

Daddy, you're my hero!
And I love you!

来不及的后悔~

2011-06-26T18:33:00.001+08:00

你离开了一年...
到了现在，我还是很不习惯
不习惯...晚上听不到你的车声
不习惯...晚上你都没回家吃饭
不习惯...没有你说笑话哄妈咪
不习惯...每次朋友提起你，我要说“没关系”

不！不是“没关系”...
我真的介意！
介意我再也没有个依靠！
我恨你！恨你丢下了我们！
真的...

原来的原来...
我从来没有好好的珍惜你...
所以，我更恨...我自己！
恨自己...没有好好地珍惜你！
恨自己...到了最后一刻我都没提起勇气要抱你！
恨自己...没曾和你合照...
恨自己...知道你不在了，却有时候希望会听到你的车声...

你知道吗？
我很讨厌朋友说跟爸爸感情有多好有多好...
因为我再也不能有个爸爸...

讨厌朋友庆祝父亲节...
讨厌朋友有爸爸疼他...
讨厌朋友说爸爸很好...
讨厌朋友说了他们爸爸有多好过后对我说“对不起”

2010年1月26日
我从此失去你...
再也无法从来...
再也没有第二次机会跟你续缘...
我希望你上天堂...不要你投胎...
因为我应该会妒忌你下一世的孩子...

爸，对不起
我爱你..

*这个post没有照片

因为我这个不孝女
每曾跟爸爸合照过

My cute guy here^^

2011-06-02T22:27:00.004+08:00

All about my cute guy in camp.. I'd made him mad during the camp, but I'm glad that he had his great time..^v^

What is this? Monkey lo..:)

But this is why I love him..^^

Weirdo..:P

Like samseng lo..

But this is also why I love him^^

Honestly, I can't believe how they did that..:)

It is quite a distance from the ground if I'm not mistaken..XD

Do you know how much his smile meant to me..???^^

Sometimes, he's just simply cute and handsome..;)

I am SPEECHLESS..==''

But still, this is why I love him so much..^o^

yeng lor..^^

How adorable..:P

Gai gai with lao gong..!!!

2011-04-10T15:46:00.000+08:00

Uhh.. go out with my lao gong is the best day of all..:)

but, he's keep nagging me for taking pics with him ALL THE TIME..:P

Sherlynn babe

2011-04-10T15:11:00.000+08:00

Uhh.. My bao bei sherlynn..VERY CUTE!!!

muuuuuuuuuuacksss...

come and play with her lar..:P

Singing competiton..

2011-02-12T17:21:00.003+08:00

lao公今天和昨天都很棒！

lao公帮我弄歌唱比赛的电脑，

如果不是有lao公在。。。

歌唱比赛全部参赛者要轻唱! ! ! XO

酱一定有很多人拿鞋丢我料！！！

lao公帮了我很大的忙。。。

我爱~~死我的~~lao公料咯！！！

酱的lao公。。。去哪里找？？？^^

只是没有拍到照咯。。。T。T

可是不是lao公不好看。。。

是我太丑了。。。

lao公今天和昨天最帅了！

我啊！跑来跑去好像傻婆酱！XD

Present^^ Present^^

2011-02-05T21:13:00.003+08:00

Babe bought this purse purse for me..:)

Babe said it's pretty nice for me..:)

So, I bought for babe this handphone chain..^^

Very cute..Ling Ling..^^

Babe love pig pig..

Reunion Dinner

2011-02-05T20:45:00.002+08:00

Chinese New Year

My grandma..mummy..me and mei mei..:)

Looked so fat in it..:P

My cousin..Ethan:)

Me and mei mei..:)

小手拉大手~~

2011-01-08T17:59:00.000+08:00

还记得那场音乐会的烟火
还记得那个凉凉的深秋
还记得人潮把你推向了我
游乐园拥挤的正是时候
一个夜晚坚持不睡的等候
一起泡温泉奢侈的享受
有一次日记里愚蠢的困惑
因为你的微笑幻化成风
你大大的勇敢保护着我
我小小的关怀喋喋不休
感谢我们一起走了那么久
又再一起回到凉凉深秋
给你我的手
像温柔野兽
把自由交给草原的辽阔
我们小手拉大手
一起交游
今天别想太多
你是我的梦
像北方的风
却正能帮我悠扬的哀愁
今天加油向昨天挥挥手
又一起回到凉凉深秋
我们一直就这样向前走
却正南方暖洋洋的哀愁

What's like turning 16??==

2011-01-01T22:22:00.001+08:00

I dun feel like it's a thing to celebrate of ~~turning 16~~..

I dun feel like it's a thing to be happy of ~~turning 16~~..

It's time to make resolutions again..

And it seems much harder every brand new year..

All I hope is to be happy..

All I hope is I score brilliant results in all subjects..

It's definitely a lot more harder year to reach high sch form4..

I just hope that everything work how it used to be..

My relationship..my results..my luck..and all..

It's the ~~last year~~ for him..

And we may fall apart after this..

As we can total not know ~~what's going to be happening~~ after he graduate high sch..

Just hoping that it works well as usual..

Goodbye to 2010 and hello to 2011..

2010, a year filled with sadness..

2010, a year filled with tears..

2010, a year filled with heartbreaking..

2010, a year filled with mistakes..

2011, a year filled with questions..

2011, a year filled with strangers..

2011, a year filled with unknowns..

2011, a year filled with new decisions to make..

What's like turning 16??

A place which I dont fit in..

2010-12-27T22:10:00.000+08:00

Went to Pavilion~Starhill~and fahrenheit 88..

Why did I think these places aren my thing..

Bcuz you need to actually pretend that you're very high class to be one of them..

In it, there's all O.L, Dato(s) Datin(s)..

Sicken of going to these places again..

~~BUT!~~ I'll go back with the new me..maybe after I have my own PET SHOP!!! XD

I hate this feeling..:(

2010-12-26T15:19:00.002+08:00

这两个月叻，我们都没有吵架

他又很疼我又很爱我

我们都过得很好

可是，我会害怕

害怕这种感觉会消失

害怕我们会不知道因什么很严重的事

然后吵得一发不可收拾

我喜欢跟他酱恩爱
我喜欢每天他都酱疼我
我喜欢这种感觉

我爱你！

Is there really happiness inside every boxes.........

My 66~~

2010-12-26T15:01:00.001+08:00

I dropped my phone when I was havin my great time shopping at Mid Valley..

Huu..huu.. I've not seen my phone for a couple of days and I miss her..:(

How can I be such a careless..T.T

few more days to go until the phone is fixed..ARGH!!!!! Ar.........:'(

超衰的！走街都可以掉电话。。。

买了酱多件衣服。。。本来很开心的。。。

电话一跌，什么心情都没有了。。。

现在还要用烂机。。还要等多三天才可以拿回电话。。

我的电话！！！！T.T

My place~

2010-12-26T14:56:00.000+08:00

It's been a ~~long~~ time not updating my blog..
I'd not wanted to update actually..
For some personal reasons..
But I'm starting to come back again..
There's a feeling that this place is my secret place to spit my words..^^

My crystal dolphin..~

2010-04-11T08:37:00.004+08:00

Very nice one ar.. I juz bought fram Jia Ying las week.. But I slipped my hands when I wanna wipe it.. Then it fell off my hands and ended up crashed on the floor..:'( wuu..wuu..wuuuu...!!!

I love dolphin de ah!!!

10/4/2010

2010-04-11T08:18:00.002+08:00

Check out,, Tis two juz sat together so naturally..:p

23 号~ 跳楼机 :p

2009-11-28T18:39:00.002+08:00

海盗船玩了。。。

过后mR.GOH 说我们现在去挑战跳楼机！！！YEAH！！！

这个我每次来都想玩。。。因为看起来很刺激。。。！

WALAO！队很长的叻！没关系咯！反正有的是时间。。。

我们全部一起聊的。。。很开心。。。

数数看，还有三轮就轮到我了。。。

KANASAI！我突然间觉得很恐怖聊。。。

我一直压抑着自己的情绪。。。

无聊的我一直问丽婷：“恐怖的吗？？？”

“会不会夹到头发？？？”

“它上去的时候恐怖吗？？？” “真的不会夹到头发啊？？？”

问着问着。。。真的不行了。。。

它要下的时候声音下到我了。。。

不能了。。。我开始哭了。。。

我越哭越大声。。。

我说我真的不要玩。。。我要出去。。。

我不要玩了。。。

然后他抱着我。。。他的怀抱好温暖。。。
我顿时很冷静。。。很舒服。。。

但是。。。我还是不要玩！！！！

轮到我的时候，他的朋友刚巧也顿时觉得可怕了。。。

所以他的朋友也就陪我一起出去了。。。

我在外面拍照。。。刚好在这时候我又看到MR.GOH了耶。。。

最难忘的！！！就是这一天！！！

2009-11-27T13:17:00.010+08:00

23号~

跟补习班去旅行。。。一起去玩。。。

他也是有去。。。因为他也是补习班的一分子

早上早早就起来。。。

收拾好全部东西。。。带上戒指。。。

我妈去他家载他。。。因为他爸爸有事不能载。。。

到那边就看到sam。。。很早就到了。。。

所有人都在补习班集合。。。

然后就上巴士去。。。

我们在巴士上有少少的争执。。。

but过后又解决了。。。

then就开开心心启程。。。

在巴士上没有拍照。。。

Mr.Goh给我们看DrAG mE TO HelL。。。

吓倒我要死。。。

but他一直有在我身边。。。

所以怕的时候，我就把自己的头藏在他怀里。。。

到了半山，我们就坐缆车上山。。。

刚好我们坐在同一个缆车里。。。

Of Cuz 啦。。。我们都一直走在一起。。。

到了半山已经冷到我要死了。。。

在缆车里就好一点。。。

到了云顶放了行李

我们就去THEME PARK玩。。。

我们进一个CHOCOLATE场。。。

不好吃的。。。浪费我的时间。。。

Mr.GOH一定走在前面了的。。。

里面其实很美一下的。。。

我们一过了chocolate场就去玩海盗船。。。

Sam和Cherlynn一直都在我们两个的后面。。。

我们到了海盗船，看到超多人的。。。

but我们一直插位去前面。。。

原来他的朋友一直就来排队了。。。

久而久之全部超级的就插队到整行都是我们的人了。。。

够帅！！！

终于排到我们了！

一上船的时候。。。很串。。。

整船人都是我们超级的。。。

我们的默契是到周围的家长和小孩子们都羡慕到死。。。

真够大牌！！！

Mr.GOH没有的玩。。。他一直在下面拍照。。。

没有叫他send到那些照片给我。。。

炸到！！！

他一直喊：“我说超级你说 YO！”

然后我们整船人就跟着喊。。。“YO! YO! YO!”

很爽的叻！！！

不久，开始玩了。。。

真的很刺激！！！ YEAH！！！超级YO！！！

23号~

2009-11-27T12:21:00.003+08:00

23号~ 是我一辈子最幸福、最快乐的一天
因为他从早相伴我一直到晚

他搂着我的腰

从来也没有放手过跟他走在一起。。。感觉好甜蜜。。。

也有好多羡慕的眼神看着我们。。。

我们也根本不理会别人怎么去看我们。。。

当天的我们是处于在我们拥有的世界里。。。

好想会到那天。。。

现在想起。。。我都觉得所有事情都刚刚在昨天发生。。。

好安全。。。安全感一直都发自他内心给我的。。。

我好希望我们每天都酱过。。。

回忆-,-,-,-,-,-,-

2009-11-14T11:13:00.001+08:00

曾经拥有属于我们的回忆
现在只属于我一个人的回忆

曾经对我许下的诺言
现在只有我在念着沉默

曾经对我承诺过的他
现在只有我还记得承诺的内容

曾经拥有快乐的回忆
现在只拥有眼泪的回忆

曾经有许多曾经的爱情
现在只有许多被遗忘的曾经

可以不要再有伤心的回忆吗？
因为我不想活在伤心的回忆里

可以不要再掉泪吗？
因为我不想让眼泪吞噬了眼眶

可以不要在破碎我的心吗？
因为我不想再硬补我破碎的心

可以不要再有问题吗？
因为我不想只有自己一个人在回答

遥远的他看不到捉不到感觉不到只剩下背影
站在原地的我无助无奈孤单孤独失去方向失去所有
我和他站在同一个地平线上却感觉不到他的心跳
放不了手捉住的只有回忆
我却只活在回忆里他也都忘了我们的回忆

`````手心.....

2009-11-14T11:08:00.002+08:00

我一个人徘徊在我们的海
闭上眼我还记得那一天看见的蓝
爱距离也分不开
你送的贝壳还在呼唤
在耳边答应要给我未来

那一天手心里的爱我放不开
等一个人多么孤单
我一分钟又一分钟在忍耐

握紧了手心里的爱
我勇敢了起来
当你回来的时候
我一定要跟你说别再走开

我跟寂寞在比赛等你带我
手牵手一起去看全世界最美的海
泪不可以掉下来
我学着向日葵抬起头
等待着最亲爱的你回来
抱着我称赞我的勇敢

那一天手心里的爱我放不开
等一个人多么孤单
我一分钟又一分钟在忍耐

握紧了手心里的爱
我勇敢了起来
当你回来的时候
我一定要跟你说别再走开

贝壳握在手心静静的变得温暖
就像是握住一点点答案

那一天手心里的爱我放不开
等一个人多么孤单
我一分钟又一分钟在忍耐

握紧了手心里的爱
我勇敢了起来
当我祈祷的时候天使都不在

当我痛苦的时候也只好习惯
当你回来的时候我一定要跟你说
别再别再走开

勇敢!

2009-11-14T10:58:00.002+08:00

日夜颠倒梦和现实对调
谁能带我飞跃幸福远方
闭上双眼用心感应仿佛听得到
是你为我留下的暗号

当我紧握你的手
你是耀眼的星火就让梦想编织王者世界
照亮整个宇宙

当你握紧我的手
我变勇敢的星火和你一起闪耀
到世界尽头

放弃太早和你约好跟时间赛跑
用爱破解最后的诅咒

当我紧握你的手
你是耀眼的星火就让梦想编织王者世界
照亮整个宇宙

当你握紧我的手
我变勇敢的星火和你一起闪耀
到世界尽头
和你一起到永远
不分手

对你有感觉~~~~~~~~~~~~~

2009-11-14T10:52:00.001+08:00

我曾深刻体会对爱感到胆怯

还好有懂我的你给我安慰

看你失落的脸又在为爱憔悴

我心痛的感觉竟如此的强烈

眼角的泪它给过谁伤透了心也无所谓我会愿意静静的陪在你身边

如果说爱已不可为那我宁愿藏心里面

其实我害怕会失去你的感觉

怎么会开始对你有了感觉又害怕朋友默契转身不见

矛盾着犹豫不决没准备跨越爱的界限

怎么会开始对你有了感觉深陷朋友恋人之间的危险

进与特都狼狈谁能解围让一切完美

你和我拥抱瞬间不后悔这完美

星光唯美把爱放心里面

~SoMetiMes~

2009-11-14T10:48:00.001+08:00

You tell me you're in love with me
Like you can't take your pretty eyes away from me
It's not that I don't want to stay
But every time you come too close I move away
I wanna believe in everything that you say
'Cause it sounds so good
But if you really want me, move slow
There's things about me you just have to know
Sometimes I run
Sometimes I hide
Sometimes I'm scared of you
But all I really want is to hold you tight
Treat you right, be with you day and night
Baby all I need is time
I don't wanna be so shy
Every time that I'm alone I wonder why
Hope that you will wait for me
You'll see that you're the only one for me
I wanna believe in everything that you say
'Cause it sounds so good
But if you really want me, move slow
There's things about me you just have to know
Come just hang around and you'll see
There's nowhere I'd rather be
If you love me, trust in me
the way that I.... trust in you
all I really want is to hold you tight

内心最深处的讽刺

2009-11-13T23:48:00.001+08:00

我好久没有update我的blog了。。。是否还记得我的存在。。。？我。。。都不在意。。。一个月了。。。，我的blog都没有新的一幕。。。有人问过，但是我答不得空。。。but我其实是泪了。。。在这短短的一个月里，发生了很多很多酸、甜苦、辣的事。。。曾与我共度和留下印象的部落格。。。我也都觉得很累去写了。。。但经过了那么多事情，我竟然却又会抽出我那一点点的时间去瞧瞧我曾留过的脚步。。。原来，我还真的没有放弃过它。。。却又有些事情，我在怎样想放下，都无法放下得了。。。从来都只有别人羡慕我的“我”，今天却觉得自己一直以来得到的是“一时的快乐”，却不可能是“那简简单单的幸福”。。。一直以来认为自己是很有人缘的我，今天却觉得自己其实是如此的渺小。。。今天却觉得我其实没有我想象中的坚强。。。我一直都认为我捱的过。。。他们如此的幸福让我感到无限的妒忌、寂寞、孤单、惭愧、自卑。。。原来的原来我只不过时“那小小的我”而已。。。我撑着。。。我还在撑着。。。我妒忌他们所拥有的爱情，却是自己永远都得不到的幸福。。。我寂寞因为在茫茫人群中，我不断的想着，我什么时候变透明了。。。我孤单因为我发现我的天空今天晚上变得很灰。。。很灰。。。我惭愧自己比不上他们的幸福。。。我自卑因为自己是多么的渺小。。。小得我都看不见自己了。。。我所期待的真爱真的只会发生在童话故事里吗？为什么？为什么我总是要抱着孤单？难道你不能再爱我一些吗？在我的眼里，我看见他为他她遮风挡雨，为她牺牲他自己在我心里却是多么的讽刺，就像一刀一痕地往心脏割。。。他不是我爱的人，但他为她所做的事情，却是“他”永远都不会做到。。。小小的的保护，在我心里却是种种的伟大。。。他也永远不会明白这一切。。。

RM49.90 sport shoe~~ O.o

2009-09-12T17:06:00.006+08:00

Las Sunday I went to IOI wif my family... I was finding something... I was looking to buy one thing... Wat leh>>> A sport shoe...not to exercise one,but it's to wear to "gai gai" one... I went to the NEW WING n to the OLD WING... Cant find any...>.<

Then... I went in to a MOO MOO shop... Wat's tat? A shop tat sells cow??? NO LA... A shop tat sells shoes one... But the walls are painted wif MOo MOos... I spotted on one pink kalar sport shoe... I thought it was RM29.90, its branded somemore... <> My mummy thought it was cheap so she allowed me to buy it... But when we paid, the sales gul said the the shoe was RM49.90??? WALAO a!!! I took the upper self one n the shoes on tat shelf are ALL RM49.40!!! Oopssy, I took the wrong one... XX' Wth?!?!? No choice lo. My mummy paid but at las, I've to pay bak half to my mummy one ar... T.T

~My unforgetable day~

2009-08-29T09:23:00.004+08:00

24th August 2009,

This is a special day... Cuz...This day is my birthday...~~~!!!
I woke up early in the morning and saw Nicole sleeping on my sofa...
Then I went to take a bath, blow my hair,., And then, get ready to go to tuition...

...This part is borin...I know...

After tuition, I went to top up RM10 to my handphone... And waiting for someone to fetch me...to where? To IOI... Ya I noe it's cheap to go IOI on my birthday,,,but bcuz of A(H1N1)...my frenz cant go out too far... So I choose IOI la... But not much frenz... There's me, Samantha, Nicole and "him"...(my bf la~!)
And guess wat,the one who fetch me to IOI is my bf....no la...of cuz it's my bf la...He dun even noe how to drive... It's his father.... So damn scary... B4 tat, Jason told me not to wear mini shorts...wuu..wuu.. Besids of shorts I dunno wat to wear d... But Nicole ask me to try on the quater pants nnnnnn, guess wat, It really looked nice on me leh!! >_< style="color: rgb(102, 204, 204); font-style: italic; font-family:lucida grande;">mickey mouse t-shirt, looks lik a pyjamas u noe??? X.X

Once we reached there, Samantha n Nicole went to buy the tickets...We watched "UP"...

Firstly, we---Sam, Jason, me n the guys were sitting in the same row...

Then,Jason bu shuang d... Changed to the row behind...

But,still in the middle part,next we changed to the right side part...

Samanthe dun wanna be wif me.. I think she afraid to be our bulb.. But...It was reli bad...to leave yr fren wif the guys n went to sit wif yr bf... I knew.. But... WAT TO DO???

After the movie part,,, we went to throw some balls... Vali vali cool...

After tat, we (actually only me n Jason,Samantha dun wanna follow us..HAIZ...XX..ZZZ)

Left Samantha,the worst part starts d... I was juz wondering to tell Samantha tat I've to go..to go "gai gai" wif my "bf",but he thought I was talking to the guys... You noe how Stingy is he de la...He could juz walked away..and he walked quite fast oso...Imagine you wearing high heels n its your bday, n you've to chase yr bf oso!!!! ARGH... I was terribly angry...\\\

"是你你带我找到另一个天堂，人比想象中跟美",hp rang. Samantha called n ask me to company her for awhile. She had to go n ask me to company her to the car. oh, ok! I went to Pizza Hut as she was there.. Wif the GUYS!!!!!!!!!!????????????? oh shit..

You noe why>>>??? Cuz, Jason doesn lik to be wif my frenz... Fed up la sometimes... Maybe not on normal days.... BUT,,, tat day was my bday maaaaannnn, cant he juz company me to them for awhile... Nth to say d....

While she and I were on the way to her car, she told me something... Something reli hurt... She said she wont go out wif me anymore... Cuz she feels tat I'd 忽略 her... I noe la... But I reli have to say, I didn mean tat...

*P/S: Sorry, Samantha... SORRY... I didn mean tat... I hope u wont be angry at me... And I hope to have somemore n lots more chance to go out wif u oso.... Sorry lar... Frenz 4ever!

Minx...StuDio

2009-08-23T12:56:00.003+08:00

Last Sunday, I went to cut my hair... I went to "Minx Studio" to set my hair... One thing I lik to set my hair there is bcuz they noe how to set ppl's hair n they noe wat taste tat their customers lik... I love it.... After cutting my hair, the hair stylist blowed my hair wif the hair dryer... It was so amazing...my hair gone straight.. But after washing it... It turns bak to normal... I reli wish I could go straighten my hair asap... Now I've to wait until November,,,,=_=""""

包袱

2009-08-23T12:52:00.002+08:00

Happy BURF day!!!

2009-08-23T12:37:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday to you Samantha!!!

I took some pics of yr presents leh!!!

Samantha's bday eve

2009-08-22T21:12:00.001+08:00

22nd August 2009,,,,

Today's Samantha's bday eve..

2mr, Samantha & I will be goin to Sunway to celebrate our bday...

I'm not quite sure if she's goin anot... But, Nicole & Cherlynn are not goin..and tis lowered the happy-feelings in my heart...

Guess wat??? Bcuz of A(H1N1)!!!

I'm extremely fed up of tis sickness!!! It cause too muc trouble to the humans... All of us are afraid bcuz it has already spreaded to our sch...
~Happy-feelings decrease 10%....~

Yesterday, the guard tat works in our sch caught me n my bf dating... We weren doin anything either!!! Tat bitch was juz making things serious!!! Ended up seeing Pn.Lailiah..(Penolong kanan in afternoon session).. She was depressing on me cuz she never thought of me brought into her office bcuz of any diciplin problems...
When I got bak into my class...I was totally down... I never thought of making tch depressing on me... In fact, I dun wan me making anyone depressed on me!!! Tat bitch fucking around in our sch made all, ALL OF US fed up!!! Stp fucking mouth!!! Fucking murdering indeed!!!
~Happy-feelings decrease another 20%~

Once I got home, I told everything to my bf and he juz gave me a word..."cheh"..
You noe wat, he thought tat was juz a small matter... Yes,maybe it is to somebody but not to me... I never hope to be a tch's favourite student...but at least not a tch's felt-depressing-on student... I told him tat the tch doesn want us to meet IN SCH, but he doesn even care!! He's selfish!!! Can't he juz learn a little bit abt respecting others??? Especially me!!! He never respect any of me decision.. Sometimes.. I'm FED UP OF HIM ALSO!!!!
~Happy-feelings decrease another 10%~

I received a msg from BOO, and I hope Sam wouldn log in to my blog to see this post... Boo said he'll be moving to Ipoh n I'm quite worried abt Sam... He asked me to forward a msg to Sam... It's very very touch... But of cuz, I couldn post out ppl's privacy... Hence, I wont forward to Sam oso... I dun wan to hurt my BEST FREN!!! Tis is abt the two of them so I juz dun wan to get into it... But,,, I'm very worried abt Sam...
~Happy-feelings decrease another 10%~

Jason keep asking me whether I'm really goin to Sunway anot... I was very mad... I'm totally not in mood...but obviously he doesn care... Well, I hope he could go... But if he goes... I'll increase 10% of my happy-feelings I think...
~Happy-feelings decrease another 10%~

Tch Joey, my piano tch came bak frem Vienna... Two of us hugged once we see each other... I was hell missing her...
~Happy feelings increase 10%~

I was so ashamed cuz I not yet buy Samantha's bday present... But of cuz, I'll buy 2mr when we shop in Sunway... And thanks a lot cuz I love tat bracelet VERY VERY muc!!! SAmantha and I has the same fav-colour oso... She loves blue and me too!!! Yeah!!! HI-5~~~ Her blog added so many post... I never been logging in my post for years... Busy ma...

Tat's why so many things to write lo... I still very upset abt my blog... I cant change my fonts... All icons missing... I wonder where did they go...=_="""""""

My RInG ^o^

2009-08-08T20:43:00.004+08:00

I transfered some pics from my fon...

And I wanna to show my ring tat he bought for me tat day on my blog.. ^x^
But the pic made my hand looked so red...

Kinda scary... X.X

I cant work my USB!!!

2009-08-08T20:34:00.003+08:00

I couldn work my USB for years...

DAMN STUPID USB!!!

Today, I finally worked it out!!! YEAH!!! ^,^

But it turned bak normal now...

I cant use it again...

The first time I use my webcam...

My aunt bought as my bday gift..!!

I wanted ages ago...haha..XD

I chat wif PENNY using tat my webcam...

So exciting...

But now, her webcam couldn work...haiz...Zzz

I transfered some pics and songs from my fon to my PC oso...

Finally...

BUT!!! Another bad thing isssss....., my blog gone bad oso...

I couldn change font size, font colour, and font type!!!

Dunno where the hell those icons when...

Come bak la...wuu...T.T

I need them la...X_X

To whom it may concern...

2009-07-29T22:48:00.004+08:00

To whom tat I've hurt...
To whom tat I've scolded...
To whom tat I've lost my temper on them...

Sorry...
Sorry...
Sorry...

I was reli on a very very bad mood...
I was real sick...

I may have scolded somebody on the choir practice tis morning...
I hope you all could uds my feelings...
As I was reli quite mad...

Pls do receive my apologize...

To all choir members... n especially Samantha (Chiu Rou)

等待

2009-07-29T22:38:00.002+08:00

没有他的那一秒...
没有他的那一刻...
没有他的时候...
没有他的日子...

我每一秒都过得很灰...
我每一分都过得很暗...
无时无刻都提不起心机...
任何时候都提不起精神...
连呼吸都觉得在窒息...
连呼吸都感觉到心在痛...

我等着他...
我总是在想着他...
吵架的时候，
不知道为什么，
真的特别想念着他...

想着他，到底在做些什么...
想着他，到底是否在想我...
想着他，没有我的日子...会不会也像我那样想念着我...

我想生气他...但我却没办法做到...
我好没用...........真没用............

他会不会想念我....？
他会不会想着我....？
他会不会要找我....？
他会不会在乎我....？
他会不会紧张我....？
他心里有没有我....？

还是,,,
他真的根本就不在乎我...？
还是,,,
他真的根本没有在想我...？
只等待着我什么时候会去找他...
只等待着我什么时候会去哄他...
只等待着我什么时候会去跟他道歉、向他认错...
还是,,,

只等待着我什么时候会跟他提出
“那两个字”....？

沿海地带

2009-07-26T17:20:00.001+08:00

空荡荡的夜滩
入秋未凉的海
微风把脚下的树叶都吹干
火车就要出发催促我快离开
我的心里承载
你不了解的爱
当时望住坚强一切都阴霾
没想到害怕更证实存在
在沿海地带放逐我的爱
孤单也很精彩
我相信我们都有该去的未来
不该在原地徘徊

我其实很明白
梦醒了就不在
只是还挣扎着不让它离开
紧紧抓着的也都是空白
在沿海地带放逐我的爱
孤单也很精彩
我相信我们都有该去的未来
不该在原地徘徊
在沿海地带我预言离开
要更自由自在
我要我的心散却打听的重担
不留在原地感慨

MY FridAY NiGht

2009-07-26T17:18:00.001+08:00

Las nite was Boo’s birthday. He had a birthday party at his hse. So many friends were invited. He fetched me to Boo’s hse... We had Barbecue but I never eat la... Cuz I ate dinner at home early d... Samanthe reached there so late... I heard Boo, Karuna n Li Ting playing the piano... To me, they’re not juz higher grade than me, they were juz so “god”... Terribly nice.... I love to hear Karuna playing the piano... So relaxing...

After tat, cake time,,, I ate the birthday cake... And Boo’s father was chasing me around the hse juz to take a pic of me as I was keep hiding from him.... So Scary... I finally know wat’s “DOTA”... Argh!!! Juz a stp killing game... So “wu liao”...

And then, Boo, Samantha, Jason n I went to the park together. But they walked in front and Jason I walked behind them... The park looked so creepy...so dark...so quiet...so scary... I holded his hands tightly... Ya and one more thing... the park was full of mosquitoes!!!! I played the swring n Jason pushed my from behind... Then I fell down cuz I din realise tat thing... He was so worried abt me...and made me keep laughing... HAHA...XD!!!

We kissed...
We hugged...
We walked hands together...
We played until so crazy... ( Dun simply thiink ar)
And the first time he carried me on his back...

So romantic man....
Though its dark...and creepy...and scary... but I enjoyed my Friday nite....
I enjoyed my Friday nite with him...

我知道

2009-07-26T17:16:00.001+08:00

从来没想过不能再和你牵手
委屈时候没有你陪着我心痛
一切都是我太过骄纵以为你会懂
一直忘了说我有多感动

我知道你还是爱着我
虽然分开的理由我们都已接受
你知道我会有多难过
所以即使到最后还微笑着要我加油
我知道你还放不下我
才会在离开时闭着眼没有回头
我们都知道彼此心中
其实这份爱没停过

从来没想过不能再和你牵手
委屈时候没有你陪着我心痛
一切都是我太过娇纵以为你会懂
一直忘了说我有多感动

我知道你还是爱着我
虽然分开的理由我们都已接受
你知道我会有多难过
所以即使到最后还微笑着要我加油
我知道你还放不下我
才会在离开时闭着眼没有回头
我们都知道彼此心中
其实这份爱没停过

曾经完整幸福的梦在脑海里头
我多希望你还在我左右

我知道你还是爱着我
虽然分开的理由我们都已接受
你知道我会有多难过
所以即使到最后还微笑着要我加油
我知道你还放不下我
才会在离开时闭着眼没有回头
答应你我会好好过
不让这些眼泪白流

My Friday

2009-07-26T16:52:00.002+08:00

Yesterday morning I had my piano practical exam. Pruposely wake up early in the morning for all the preparations and to practise my piano scales, pieces n all stuff.

I tried not to be nervous...but I juz cant stop being NERVOUS...!!!

Later tat, my dad fetch my mom from the office as she wanted to company me to go thru my exam... We had breakfast... And I was keep drinking hot drinks to calm down and to cool down myself but it never helped anything at all....

After having our breakfast, we reached SHERETON HOTEL. After the registration, we waited insid the participles’ waiting room... But, I’m still nervous’ing’.... Heart beated terribly fast... Even my friends said tat it was very easy but I cant nervous’ing’ also..!!

Finally, it was my turn... My legs n hands couldnt stop shaking, I juz afraid of doin mistakes later.... Once I got into the room,,, I realised tat the examinar was a old lady... She looked fierce... I swolen my saliva hardly... Then I sat in front of the piano and started my scales. One mistake for the scales... Phewww.... Bad... I’m starting to worry everything now... Second, my pieces. The first song was well, the second song was ok, the third song...well....I made some mistakes at the end of the song...=_=”...

And then, the others lik aural, echo singing and dynamics changes all were gone thru well... Until “SIGHT READING”!!!!!!!!!!!! Its was a nightmare to me. By and large, I can say honestly tat I was simply playing....

But, I reli hope tat I could still get DISTINCTION!!!!

一年一次

2009-07-26T16:47:00.001+08:00

7月9日，
这一天是他的生日...
前一个礼拜，我还在头疼着要送什么礼物给他好... 本想随便买一个送他就好... 但，怎样来说，我是他女朋友...礼物怎样都不能随便到哪里去... 终于到了前一天，我突然想到要煮饭盒然后带去学校给他吃... 然后，我就跟嘉营东想西想的...就在想要煮什么给他好...

还是第一次为一个男生绞尽脑汁地在想要煮什么给他吃...
想好了...我决定要煮....宫保鸡丁,,,炸鸡,,,一些菜给他咯...
多亏有婆婆帮我...最大的功劳应该是她吧...
在我身边帮助我，教我要怎样炒，放什么调味料...
我真的不会煮的！

虽然婆婆是没有什么看好我们的感情...因为我们每天吵架嘛...看到我每天为他哭，又因为他愁眉苦脸地，看到她都心痛... 但是她还是希望我开心的...^，^
煮好了，我就带去学校咯...他第一次是说不好吃...
然后回到家，他就跟我说，他好感动噢...还说其实是很好吃的^。^
他这样说...我也很感动啊...T。T

分手... 和好...

2009-07-25T23:54:00.003+08:00

分手... 和好...
分手... 和好...
分手... 和好...

我跟他,,,原来还，没到达一个稳定期...
我们之间是那么的脆弱,,,
分手的词字是那么容易地被说出口...

分手的定义是什么...???
为何他就能够那么轻易的溜出口来？？？

难道我对他来说,,,Signifying NOTHING???
难道我对他来说...没代表着什么吗？？？
难道我在他心里,,,是什么也不是吗？？？

终是要我答应他分手的要求...

我告诉自己说，
既然他都说出口了...
我便说服我自己尝试去接受这个事实...
接受要跟他分开的事实...
好不容易接受了这惨痛的事实...
当我下定决心要，，

忘记他...
忘记这个人...
忘记跟他的一切一切。。。

他就问我，要不要分手..................................................
我应该是开心才对...
但我很愤怒,,,
因为...他害我为他流露了那么多眼泪...
就因为他！！！

这算什么？？？
我对爱情可不是闹着玩的！！！！

为什么他就不能够尊重我的感受呢？？？

我是~~~？痛苦！

2009-07-25T23:50:00.003+08:00

今天他特地来陪我回家，但是我们一见面就开始吵了...
一边走一边吵，也就是吵到我回家...

这几个天因为都特别忙，所以都不能写我的 BLOG...
但只是在这短短的几天内，却发生了很多事...

上个星期，我和他又吵架。那时已是晚上了，我和他都是准备要睡觉了，但还是还
没有吵完。当天是因为我的篮球而吵的...他一向都不赞成我打篮球...只是我硬硬
要打..也吵了不少次...这次也不知道为什么的，我讲话终是“语无伦次”....就连
自己说了什么话都不懂...

好烦~！好乱~！好可怕~！好恐怖~！

但换来的不是得到他的安慰，，，而是他对我的不信任，，，他一直都以为我在说
谎,,,
说什么我不可能不知道自己在说什么！！！

当时的我，累了...
当时的心，死了...
当时，就在那时候,,,我仿佛跟一个死人没差别...
我不知道还有谁能够帮助我...

我快“挂”了... 我撑不下去了...
这还是我人生中第一次那么失落，也是最失落的一次...

我好害怕我自己...我从，没尝试过这种那么恐怖的感觉...
我突然觉得自己好陌生...好陌生...
因为，我连我自己都不知道自己是谁了...

猜不透

2009-07-03T21:29:00.002+08:00

*~猜不透你最近是好是坏更沉默
我也不想去追问太多
让试探为彼此的心上了锁
猜不透相处会比分开还寂寞
两个人都只是得过且过
无法感受每次触摸是真的是热的
如果忽远忽近的洒脱是你要的自由
那我宁愿回到一个人生活
如果忽冷忽热的温柔是你的借口
那我宁愿对你从没认真过
猜不透相处会比分开还寂寞
两个人都只是得过且过
无法感受每次触摸是真的是热的
*~如果忽远忽近的洒脱是你要的自由
那我宁愿回到一个人生活
如果忽冷忽热的温柔是你的借口
那我宁愿对你从没认真过

*~到底这感觉谁对谁错
我已不想追究
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Broken HEART

2009-06-18T22:57:00.003+08:00

You noe wat Samantha? You've the same situation as me ALSO!!! I FED UP by doin tis and tat as he doesn notice at all!!! Wat a broken heart!!! Tat I'd never been treating a guy tat good lik him!!! BUT!!! He doesn believe me!!! I hate when he jealose of something!!! Somebody!!! Someone!!!! Some secret to tell you, I admit I will get jealose also BUT I juz wan him to make me happy, to cheer me... You noe, tis is most of the girls' "hobby".... BUT he would never noe tis... Actually, I wasn jealose sometimes though I acted to be ... He wont abt care my feelings...never... He wont noticed me...never.... He wont spend time juz to cheer me or to care me....never.... At first, I reli thought I've everything! I thought I've hapiness... I thought I've a bf tat loves and cares me as muc as he could do.... No MORE,,,, these are fake... I juz realised tat I'd been dreaming all time...STILL!!! I juz chose to believe and not to awake!!! I wan a guy tat loves me... I wan a guy tat cares me... I wan a guy tat will make me happy.... I wan a guy tat will bring hapiness to me!!! I WAN HAPPINESS... HAPINESS??? Maybe you'll ask me wat's tat... Cuz I noe there's no such word! Until juz now, he told me STRAIGHT FORWARD tat goin out wif me makes him feels BORING!!! Why he has to be lik tat??? I thought I won my fren, tat I've won HAPINESS...but, obviously....I'd lost....LOST>>>LOST>>>LOST>>> I'd lost... She owns hapiness,,,, She is so happy wif her bf now,,, Her bf treat her so well.... Her bf act her as a BABY you noe??? They are so SWEET... AND, I'd no more for these!!! My fren, EDEN, asked me to let him go... She said I'm not happy at all...very obvious,,,she said... BUt wat can I do??? I love him.... I dunno why, once I've finished typing tis sentence "I love him", I smiled...so cold.... I felt it's far away from me (I mean tis word)... I felt is's so distance... I felt it's so unreal... I felt it became so fake... All my DREAMS....have faded.... Everything....have faded.... No mood..=_=' Even no mood to type proper english...

毒腹人心

2009-06-18T22:31:00.001+08:00

你讲我发娇？？？
你有什么资格讲我发娇？？？
你凭什么讲我发娇？？？
凭你有很多“干哥”就到处 LCLY ？？？
走路时屁股悄来悄去！！！
你自己也比我发娇好不好？？？
照照镜子啦！！！
以为全世界的男生都迷上你啊？？？

吐！！！

有口讲别人，没有口讲自己！！！

你说人家发娇？？？
你也好不到哪里去！！！
没有男生好像会死酱！！！

做人做到你酱假！！！
做女人做到你酱 CHEAP ！！！
做朋友做到你酱失败！！！

反正你身边也没有多少是对你真心实意的朋友！！！
靠近你简直就是在污染着自己！！！
以为自己好像很厉害酱！！！
占男生便宜占到透顶！！！
对你好一点就以为人家喜欢你！！！
又厉害编故事骗人！！！
说那男生对你多好多好！！！

吐！！！

做不成男女朋友还要人家当你的“干哥”！！！

真够不知丑！！！

不要脸！！！

三八婆！！！

CarinG

2009-06-14T16:00:00.005+08:00

Thx for yr caring so muc...

I know I'm in a reality life... I know fairy tales wont happen in reality life... I know these are all fairy tales and will only happen in our dreams... I know fairy tales would not come true...
I dun believe in destiny... I dun believe in forever... Love stories dont last forever... Loves are fake!
They dun make miracle!
They dun turn magic!

Well, in the same view, I mean both of us... We've to stand up together rite?
We WONT believe in fake stories...^^

I juz have been busying these few days... Nothing happened to me... Dont worry.... Btw, thx!

Again & Again.....

2009-06-11T14:37:00.002+08:00

Again & Again...
How long do I have to repeat this word...???

Again & Again...
I cried again & again...

Again & Again...
My heart breaks again & again...

Again & Again...
Ppl ask me to break up with him...

Again & Again...
I said I still love him

Again & Again...
My heart hurts...

Samantha said, "No happy endings if you all keep fighting,
maybe it's time to give up.....".....

I hope my heart wont be wrong...

2009-06-11T13:34:00.003+08:00

"I hate hurtful words!!!
I hate hurtful stuff!!!
I hate things tat make my heart hurtful!!!!"

I think, I said to a person las nite...

"For a couple, you all fight a lot!"

I remembered, a fren said it to me.

"I promise, I wont make you cry and upset, never..."

I knew, this person tat say this to me, is the one I love...and forever...ever lasting love........

I believe, memories doens fade...
I believe, MY memories aren fake...
I believe, believe in love...

I hope, all these "believe" would never gone....

But,,,What is forever? Could anyone tell me....?
I believe everything, but I juz dont and wont believe in forever!!!
NEVER BELIEVE IN FOREVER!!!

Wat's forever..? A prettyful lie... A hurtful word... Forever is until you die... Is tat true?

Samantha, do you think this's funny?
After cheering you up, I juz fall into a deep deep hole again....
At all times, I stand up by myself...
I dun need ppl to cheer me up... Juz bcuz I think this as a fake... After tat, I wont think at all...
But until, my heart breaks again or I fall into a hole again... EVERYTHING tat I kept it in my heart...,juz appears in my mind......:'(

For a person tat mentioned I'm her GREAT FRIEND...

2009-06-11T13:03:00.003+08:00

For a GREAT FRIEND,

From the first day I saw you, to me, you're a tough girl...a cheerful girl... But I realised I was wrong... I hope you dun mind,,, I juz wanna leave some words for you,,,, and I hope could cheer you up...
I just wanna make yr days....brighter.....

Accept what you must and change what you can, not leaving in dreams... not forcing yrself to forget a person tat you can never forget... Think before you act, and not regret any moment of carelessness... Appreciate what you have and the wonderful person you are. Enjoy the simple pleasures of life, in nature and in people. Forgive mistakes and forget the past. Learn and discover new experience and take life as an adventure. Dream and make plans for your future...

GO FOR WHAT YOU WANT....
Lik I say, dun force yrself to forget a person tat you can never forget...... Cuz you will be suffering...

Juz keep his name in the inside and the deeper part of yr heart. And owiz to thank him...
Thank him for letting you experience wat is love and letting you to grow up...
谢谢他，让你学会了死心。。。

I dunno am I right to say all these to you,but, I juz wan to cheer you up...

Dear GOD:
Touch the people I care for.
Keep them safe & happy.
Give them love & good health.
Bless them....
especially the ONE who reading this msg
and the ONe who I wanted to real bless.

As a fren, I'll owiz, OWIZ be there for you.

Take Care!

TIRAMISU!!!

2009-06-10T16:08:00.005+08:00

I love TIRAMISU!!!!

My Favourite!!!

我爱TIRAMISU蛋糕！！！
我的最爱！！！

Great Girl!~

2009-06-10T10:37:00.003+08:00

I cant believe Samantha reli mention my name in her blog! ;)

We were so funny by keep arguing abt whose blog is BETTER... LOL! Lik I say, both of us are oso perfect! At least she has more fans than me and tis's wat tat I've to admit it...

I love her songs in her blog, especially the first song, "one and the same"...! It's real COOL!!!

Haha, and now is my turn to mention her name in my blog. Samantha, if you had read this, jux wanna to tell you tat......you're real fantastic girl!

I still BELIEVE~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Even though I'm not

2009-06-09T15:39:00.005+08:00

Some how I know I will find a way
To a brighter day in the sun
Somewhere I know that he awaits for me
Some day soon he'll see I'm the one

I wont give up on this feeling
And nothing could keep me away

Cause I still believe in destiny
That you and i were meant to be
I still wish on the stars as they fall from above
Cause I still believe
Believe in love

I know whats real cannot be denied
Although it may hide for awhile
With just one touch love can concure fears
Turning all your tears into smiles

Its such a wonderous feeling
I know that my heart cant be wrong

Cause I still believe in destiny
That you and i were meant to be
I still wish on the stars as they fall from above
Cause I still believe
Believe in love

Love can make miracles
Change everything
Lift ya from the darkness and make your heart sing
Love is forever
When you fall
Its the greatest power of all

Cause I still believe in destiny
That you and i were meant to be
I still wish on the stars as they fall from above
Cause I still believe
Believe in love

Yes I still believe
Believe in love
Still believe in love
I still believe
Believe in love

~Memories DOESN Fade~

2009-06-08T17:38:00.005+08:00

2weeks holiday... I enjoy my 2weeks holiday very muc.....

Actually only one day. And tat was yesterday.... We had a very nice time there, there was me, my bf Jason, Sam n JanJin...

We had movies together... My bf was sitting bsid me n he hugged me tightly oso as the air-conditioner is very high. So romantic! We watched "the night in the museum", it was truly fantastic man! I love it!

After tat, we went to eat. The four of us la. We went to "wong kok" and eat. I ate the...er..... dunno wat the hell is tat... Then sam ordered nth cuz she ate b4 the movis starts, Janjin ate a...a very "cute" bowl of spagetti and Jason ate a "toilet bowl" of hot and spicy dunno wat mee... The best part of eating in "wong kok" is its cup and bowl and everything are so special. The cup is lik a jar. Jason even said tat they use a flower pot to put our drinks....so funny... The reason tat I said Jason was eating a toilet bowl cuz his bowl is real real big and it's white in colour oso until it looks lik a toilet bowl! LOL~!

After eating, we went shopping. Well, in common guys dun lik shopping but in common oso guls LOVE to shopping. and so they followed us...(no choice la)...^,^ I was keep looking for nail polisher and Sam oso. L8r on we went to a place (I dunno wat does it called in english) to shoot ball. It's besid "Popular" one. All of us shoot til our backs and hands pain.... Then we walk n walk n walk around...until we saw a small little shop tat sells rings, necklaces, bracelets n all. Jason promised me to buy a ring for me so he asked me to choose two (a pair of couple rings) rings for me and him. And it was terribly perfect and nice. The price.....omg...to me it's expensive, RM18.80!!! But, he was the one who paid, not me. HAHA :-p By and large, we love the rings very muc. It juz fit us well and it look nice too! I love him so muc!

天使的承诺 * 无尽的伤痛 *

2009-06-08T13:58:00.003+08:00

上个星期是学校中年考试，整个星期，早上都与朋友一起到图书馆温习。一方面是不想呆在家里傻傻地，又读不下书，另一方面是想见见男朋友，好想念他............ 但，怎样都好......我只有在下课时间才能够见到他一面.........很可怜..........我与朋友们都不知道为何就是读不进脑......手痒起来就拿起一支笔，一张作文纸就一直地在写小说...灵感不停地浮现在脑海中...

写着,,写着,,我朋友突然问了我另一个朋友一句话，“你赞同这句话吗?“不是每一句对不起，都可以换来每一句没关系””我和朋友们都觉得这句话真的非常地有意思。接着，我朋友就接过我手中的笔和面前的作文纸，轻轻地在纸上写了一句

“天使的承诺，无尽的伤痛”

我这一位好朋友曾被爱情伤害过，而也是她的第一次。她这句话的意思对我来说，已经陈诉了在爱情上三次受到伤害与折磨的我。我接过她面前的纸来，然后随着字来念，“天使的承诺，无尽的伤痛......”。她以深感的眼神看着我，似乎想告诉我这句话表达了她在爱情里所受到的痛苦.......当时的我，看见了这一句话后，虽然知道自己也曾经历过，但也对自己说：我一定不会让自己在爱情里再受折磨了。

星期五是教师节，虽然这一天众人都觉得是一个很闷的一天,,大部分的朋友都不会如此的愚笨会出席，但也有小部分的学生 (包括我和一班朋友)都是为了想要见男友 /女友一面才会勉强地给面子而出席的。一早到学校，我以期待着见男朋友的心情到学校。到了学校，我遇见了一位好朋友，打了招呼，说了几句话后就拉着我的另一位好朋友开开心心且心急地去找“他”。谁知，我们一见面就斗起嘴来,,,T.T 我的心就像是被刀刺了般痛！好痛.........好痛..........
接下来，我已经完全没有心情地在学校范围里徘徊着。没有他的陪伴，我顿时很讨厌热热闹闹的环境，我很害怕人来往往的地方。我只是懂得带着一个苦瓜脸地“走着、站着、停着，然后坐着”....就一直重复做着同样的东西...一脸忧愁的样子，话都不说多一句的我，多亏有一班姐妹的陪伴与支持，要不然我一定早就倒了,,,,但是，我的心情根本没有半点好转，他们对我的不离不弃多半只是能够防止我做傻事 ....当时也没有想到要做傻事，只是想到他而已...
这时，我又再次感觉到 “天使的承诺，无尽的伤痛”了,,,我好像逃避这个现实，但我做不到...！除了只是躲在角落那自己静一静，我什么都不知道了............都不知道了.... 我感觉到，这时的我就好像一个玻璃瓶....好脆弱.................好脆弱.......... .......-_- 不能够再受到任何伤害，因为我随时会破.....随时会崩溃了..........

然后，

我什么都不想了，我只想要回家静一静。

直到这个时候，他的朋友把他给抓过来要他跟我道歉。我看见他，我不知为何的，我只想要逃避，我不想看到他。我朋友拉着我手“凌苇，你不是很想看到他吗？现在他来了，为什么你又要走？”我憋在心里，我不敢说出来我的原因。我不知道要怎样面对他，我也不想要跟他再吵架，我知道只要我们再说话就一定会吵架！我不想再吵！即使是要吵架才能够把事情说清楚，我宁愿不要说话！我宁愿不见他！但是我没有能躲得过，他就站在我面前了...我好像抱着他，然后不再说话了...但我还是没有这个勇气！接着，他开口说话了。依我想的，我们又开始斗嘴了...我又好像哭，但还是硬撑着，我不能够在这个时候在他的面前哭...

A truely bad PIANO CLASS:(

2009-05-02T17:42:00.003+08:00

Help!!!! Today I went for my piano lesson as usual as I used to do every sat. and today was the worst lesson tat I'd ever had!!! =.= You noe why????>>> After my basketball ended, OMG!!! =.= I'm so terribly dark and "black" you noe??? I dun even dare to look myself in the mirror.......:( And the best part is, I end up absent from sch cuz I caught a cold and was having high fever on THURs. Friday was LABOUr daY, no sch of cuz.... Then I went to see doc on tat day...phewwww...... I was keep sneezing lik hell you noe>>> my nose seriously very pain...:'( And coughing lik anything only....:( And the very very very best part is, PU brought 2 eggs bak.... But come on, we juz got training a few months ago only.... Wat else could you hope us to bring bak? A trophy??? MISSION IMPOSSIBLE tats wat I could say only... The first day which is Tuesday, PU vs Subang Utama...all the oponents lik cow!!! They juz push you away and grab the ball away from you, you noe???And the referee was totally not fair...but......I juz dun wanna mention tat pig!!! The next day, great!!! PU VS SEAFIELD!!! How to fight come on!!!! But all of us think tat we do reli improve a lot while we faught wif them... Its still zero though, but at least we bought an experience.....reli reli reli a good experience, and we never regret or wat...... I accidentaly ate couygh medicine and caused me keep yarning and fell asleep.... I keep getting scolded by my piano tch cuz I cant concentrate at all!!! I juz found hard to open my eyes.... My principle wanna hear all of the candicates' piano skills..., I juz felt so under-pressured MAN!!! But ......I juz wanna sleep now.....X(

TATS it!!!!

2009-04-19T16:34:00.004+08:00

I'd enough for these! I'd enough for now!

I'd gettin fed up of him! Is he on a rush or something???? Juz a little peace and then the fon is off! Tell me, wat else could I act? Wat feelings could I give other then throwing the fon and banging things here and there?????? I'm freaking murder out here you noe??????? ARGH!!!

WAT THE HELL is he acting?????? And the best part isssssssssssssssssss, I'd no chance to say anything, juz anything!!!! I'm terribly goin mad here and RIGHT NOW!!!! I'm just geeting mad and fed up with this guy! Acting lik a small GIRL, he's totally stingy you noe??????? Well I DONT KNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This is our love~~~~

2009-03-30T23:18:00.003+08:00

30 March 2009, 2320p.m.

I went to his hse today. Thing tat not goin on so good is I was doin on my hw... Too bad...:(

I downloaded lots of songs today, all sweet sweet songs... Making my heart contents...

Today it rained,,, too bad... If not, I maybe would STAY with him longer...forced to go bak home cuz later I'll get all wet.

Man!! Long Long time din touch my blog... Can you imagine how busy I was??? Phewwww...@.@

So many things to write!
My piano school is hoping to train young teachers.
And, I've been chosen to having training classes from now on, right after form5, I could just straight away be a tch you noe??? Tat was fantastic!! Oh god, I was totally so happy!!!
I am not a tch though, but at least it has came true a quater!! Well, wish me luck...
Owiz have to practise me piano exam pieces...hell borin dude!!! My finger almost got tied up...argh!!!

I saw Penny's blog. She said her chinese's suck??? No lar.... Her stories all damn good man! I dun think its suck! Gotta praise her first, later she get upset again... Well, keep it on PENNY! *.*
My coz's blogs are totally amazing! I couldn believe in my eyes...!!! I was totally shocked las nite once I saw her blog! So terribly geng! see no out...see no out...

I hope our relation could las forever,,, I hope we could owiz have happy hours together all the time... I hope he could love me forever,,,, I dun wanna get hurt and also dun wan him to get hurt either...

I feel my typing improve a lot! Congrets me plssss Penny!

You noe wat, once my frenz noe tat I wanna be a piano tch, then juz open their mouth big big and a big whole in it...........=_= is tat so unbelievable???

学会幸福‏

2009-03-15T22:55:00.005+08:00

1、日出东海落西山，愁也一天，喜也一天；遇事不钻牛角尖，人也舒坦，心也舒坦

2、后悔是一种耗费精神的情绪.后悔是比损失更大的损失 ,比错误更大的错误.所以不要后悔

3、我不去想是否能够成功,既然选择了远方,便只顾风雨兼程 ; 我不去想,身后会不会袭来寒风冷雨,既然目标是地平线,留给世界的只能是背影

4、我们确实活得艰难，一要承受种种外部的压力，更要面对自己内心的困惑。在苦苦挣扎中，如果有人向你投以理解的目光，你会感到一种生命的暖意，或许仅有短暂的一瞥，就足以使我感奋不已

5 、生命中，不断地有人离开或进入。于是，看见的，看不见的；记住的，遗忘了。生命中，不断地有得到和失落。于是，看不见的，看见了；遗忘的，记住了。然而，看不见的，是不是就等于不存在？记住的，是不是永远不会消失？

6、真正的爱情是不讲究热闹不讲究排场不讲究繁华更不讲究嚎头的

7、 <<和平年代>>里的话：当幻想和现实面对时，总是很痛苦的。要么你被痛苦击倒，要么你把痛苦踩在脚下

8、人生短短几十年，不要给自己留下了什么遗憾，想笑就笑，想哭就哭，该爱的时候就去爱，无谓压抑自己

9 、每个人都有潜在的能量，只是很容易:被习惯所掩盖，被时间所……

10、于千万人之中，遇见你所遇见的人；于千万年之中，时间的无涯荒野里，没有早一步，也没有晚一步，刚巧赶上了。

11、男人在结婚前觉得适合自己的女人很少，结婚后觉得适合自己的女人很多

12 、你出生的时候，你哭着，周围的人笑着；你逝去的时候，你笑着，而周围的人在哭！一切都是轮回!!!! 我们都在轮回中!!!!

13、死亡教会人一切，如同考试之后公布的结果——虽然恍然大悟，但为时晚矣~！

14 、快乐要有悲伤作陪，雨过应该就有天晴。如果雨后还是雨，如果忧伤之后还是忧伤.请让我们从容面对这离别之后的离别。微笑地去寻找一个不可能出现的你！

15、鱼对水说你看不到我的眼泪，因为我在水里.水说我能感觉到你的眼泪，因为你在我心里。

16 、也许有些人很可恶，有些人很卑鄙。而当我设身为他想象的时候，我才知道：他比我还可怜。所以请原谅所有你见过的人，好人或者坏人

17、我不知道我现在做的哪些是对的，那些是错的，而当我终于老死的时候我才知道这些。所以我现在所能做的就是尽力做好每一件事，然后等待着老死。

18 、令狐冲说'有些事情本身我们无法控制，只好控制自己。'

19、如果朋友让你生气,那说明你仍然在意他的友情

20、如果敌人让你生气，那说明你还没有胜他的把握

21、世上的姑娘总以为自己是骄傲的公主(除了少数极丑和少数极聪明的姑娘例外)

22 、智慧的代价是矛盾。这是人生对人生观开的玩笑

23、怨言是上天得至人类最大的供物，也是人类祷告中最真诚的部分

24、能冲刷一切的除了眼泪，就是时间，以时间来推移感情，时间越长，冲突越淡，仿佛不断稀释的茶。

25 、记住该记住的，忘记该忘记的。改变能改变的，接受不能改变的

~I juz want to tell you that, I juz cant lost you...~~~

2009-03-11T02:49:00.003+08:00

我想再一次拥有属于我们的爱情。。。

I want to have back the love that belongs to the both of us.......

Like a once in a lifetime, you change my world

45 THINGS A GIRL WANT, BUT WON’T ASK FOR

大火-李佳薇

Reflection by Christina Aguilera~

I will always love you~

Believe me when I say

一月...开始得不完美

Tear us apart~

The story of JoenJason^^

那三个月~

On my belated-birthday~

我的家人。。。

我的自恋照又出场咯！^^

You're the inspiration-dedicated to Jason Chau Xin..*.*

不能让你看见咯！特地写到酱，让你想来看...:P

烟花只有一瞬间的美，之后天空就恢复原本的黑暗~

I'm Okay~

老公选的新包包! ~

Lunch with mY lao goong.^.~^

JoannevsAudrey & PennyLim^^

特别的生日~^^

贝比~

I like these..^^

我的宝贝穿衣服咯！

祝你生日快乐!

过客

二十年后~

亲近你~

来不及的后悔~

My cute guy here^^

Gai gai with lao gong..!!!

Sherlynn babe

Singing competiton..

Present^^ Present^^

Reunion Dinner

小手拉大手~~

What's like turning 16??==

A place which I dont fit in..

I hate this feeling..:(

My 66~~

My place~

My crystal dolphin..~

10/4/2010

23 号~ 跳楼机 :p

最难忘的！！！就是这一天！！！

23号~

回忆-,-,-,-,-,-,-

`````手心.....

勇敢!

对你有感觉~~~~~~~~~~~~~

~SoMetiMes~

内心最深处的讽刺

RM49.90 sport shoe~~ O.o

~My unforgetable day~

Minx...StuDio

包袱

Happy BURF day!!!

Samantha's bday eve

My RInG ^o^

I cant work my USB!!!

To whom it may concern...

等待

沿海地带

MY FridAY NiGht

我知道

My Friday

一年一次

分手... 和好...

我是~~~？痛苦！

猜不透

Broken HEART

毒腹人心

CarinG

Again & Again.....

I hope my heart wont be wrong...

For a person tat mentioned I'm her GREAT FRIEND...

TIRAMISU!!!

Great Girl!~

I still BELIEVE~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Even though I'm not

~Memories DOESN Fade~

You're the inspiration-dedicated to Jason Chau Xin...

天使的承诺 * 无尽的伤痛 *

学会幸福‏